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tao-pu said: I’m glad to hear that you at least feel a bit better :) Hope you’ll get rid of your cold soon *hugs*

thank you, dear *huggles*

shadowthorne said: Oh gosh I’m so glad to hear from you! I know we don’t talk much, but I’ve missed seeing you on my dash. I’m so glad to hear things are starting to look up a bit, and hopefully the move will help too.

<3 I will talk to you as soon as I get on skype again, just to give you a heads up XD I’ve missed our conversations.
Yeah the move will probably help a lot. A better apartment with better space and location =)

kagaminotkagayou said: Oh Val that’s great! Progress, no matter how little, is still progress! Hope your cold don’t get any worse than it is. I’m looking forward to seeing you around here again (and to reading your fics) Stay safe, take care <3

I agree with you. Hopefully I will be back on track soon =) Hopefully I will update my fics soon ^__^

Well…

I’m sorry I haven’t been active lately and a lot of people have asked me how I am.

I’ve been telling people I’m ok… but that is not the case.

I was close to taking an overdose of pills 2 weeks ago. The only thing stopping me was a phonecall at that exact moment. It was my mom calling to check up on me and we talked. I’ve been home at my parents place since then.
All to avoid me being hospitilized in a totally different town, far from home.

I sleep walk a lot, so I don’t sleep well. And I’m constantly having impulses to kill myself, so I’m not allowed to slice bread by myself even. It’s taking a toll on mom, I can see that, but she don’t want me to be in the hospital, so I’m home as long as I’m not ok and as long as she can keep watch over me. But the slightest change and she can’t take it, I’m going to admit myself to the hospital for her sake.

Hopefully I will be ok soon, but I don’t know how or when I will get better. And then I have the problem of money *le sigh* I have to go to the dentist and … I don’t have the money for it. Not to mention that my bills haven’t been paid yet this month. It’s stressing me and I just get worse =/

Don’t know what to do anymore *cries a river*

screwthesenames asked:

RANDOM! 8, 18,34, 72, 84!!!! =D

weeei! XD

8. Where are you from?
I’m from my mom’s womb =D *snort* I’m from Sweden XD

18. Do you want children?
Actually… I used to want it… But, I’m split in half now since I probably won’t be able to have children normally. So yeah… I kinda have started to not wanting to have children because I actually feel like I won’t be such a good mom either *feels nervous*

34. Have you ever fired a gun?
Yes I have… a few times. But I don’t want to anymore and I hope I never have to again >.>

72. Are you scared of the dark?
I’m not scared of the dark, I’m scared of what’s in the dark XD but naah… I’m not really scared, I love the dark actually. Unless it’s in the Yellow House… if you know what I’m talking about *shivers*

84. What color is your hair?
Brownish XD I don’t really know the correct term anymore. Since my hair has become darker and darker over the years. For those who don’t know… My hair was almost white when I was a kid and now it’s brownish XD

Get to Know Me

  • 1. What is you middle name?

  • 2. How old are you?

  • 3. What is your birthday?

  • 4. What is your zodiac sign?

  • 5. What is your favorite color?

  • 6. What's your lucky number?

  • 7. Do you have any pets?

  • 8. Where are you from?

  • 9. How tall are you?

  • 10. What shoe size are you?

  • 11. How many pairs of shoes do you own?

  • 12. What was your last dream about?

  • 13. What talents do you have?

  • 14. Are you psychic in any way?

  • 15. Favorite song?

  • 16. Favorite movie?

  • 17. Who would be your ideal partner?

  • 18. Do you want children?

  • 19. Do you want a church wedding?

  • 20. Are you religious?

  • 21. Have you ever been to the hospital?

  • 22. Have you ever got in trouble with the law?

  • 23. Have you ever met any celebrities?

  • 24. Baths or showers?

  • 25. What color socks are you wearing?

  • 26. Have you ever been famous?

  • 27. Would you like to be a big celebrity?

  • 28. What type of music do you like?

  • 29. Have you ever been skinny dipping?

  • 30. How many pillows do you sleep with?

  • 31. What position do you usually sleep in?

  • 32. How big is your house?

  • 33. What do you typically have for breakfast?

  • 34. Have you ever fired a gun?

  • 35. Have you ever tried archery?

  • 36. Favorite clean word?

  • 37. Favorite swear word?

  • 38. What's the longest you've ever gone without sleep?

  • 39. Do you have any scars?

  • 40. Have you ever had a secret admirer?

  • 41. Are you a good liar?

  • 42. Are you a good judge of character?

  • 43. Can you do any other accents other than your own?

  • 44. Do you have a strong accent?

  • 45. What is your favorite accent?

  • 46. What is your personality type?

  • 47. What is your most expensive piece of clothing?

  • 48. Can you curl your tongue?

  • 49. Are you an innie or an outie?

  • 50. Left or right handed?

  • 51. Are you scared of spiders?

  • 52. Favorite food?

  • 53. Favorite foreign food?

  • 54. Are you a clean or messy person?

  • 55. Most used phrased?

  • 56. Most used word?

  • 57. How long does it take for you to get ready?

  • 58. Do you have much of an ego?

  • 59. Do you suck or bite lollipops?

  • 60. Do you talk to yourself?

  • 61. Do you sing to yourself?

  • 62. Are you a good singer?

  • 63. Biggest Fear?

  • 64. Are you a gossip?

  • 65. Best dramatic movie you've seen?

  • 66. Do you like long or short hair?

  • 67. Can you name all 50 states of America?

  • 68. Favorite school subject?

  • 69. Extrovert or Introvert?

  • 70. Have you ever been scuba diving?

  • 71. What makes you nervous?

  • 72. Are you scared of the dark?

  • 73. Do you correct people when they make mistakes?

  • 74. Are you ticklish?

  • 75. Have you ever started a rumor?

  • 76. Have you ever been in a position of authority?

  • 77. Have you ever drank underage?

  • 78. Have you ever done drugs?

  • 79. Who was your first real crush?

  • 80. How many piercings do you have?

  • 81. Can you roll your Rs?"

  • 82. How fast can you type?

  • 83. How fast can you run?

  • 84. What color is your hair?

  • 85. What color is your eyes?

  • 86. What are you allergic to?

  • 87. Do you keep a journal?

  • 88. What do your parents do?

  • 89. Do you like your age?

  • 90. What makes you angry?

  • 91. Do you like your own name?

  • 92. Have you already thought of baby names, and if so what are they?

  • 93. Do you want a boy a girl for a child?

  • 94. What are you strengths?

  • 95. What are your weaknesses?

  • 96. How did you get your name?

  • 97. Were your ancestors royalty?

  • 98. Do you have any scars?

  • 99. Color of your bedspread?

  • 100. Color of your room?

  • 101. Anything else?

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